Saddle Brown

Lyrics

Everybody thinks they have the answers to life when it’s not their life on the line
Everybody seems to know the toll and the price you’ll pay for going back one last time
I take advice ‘cause God knows they’re right, but their motivation ain’t motivating me tonight

Cause as I sit in this room and the walls start to talk
They’re telling me to run, but I can’t even walk
The pain has numbed my heart, tears soak my bed
and the thing that’s killing me, can’t see I’m already dead
As a child I’ve done childish things, as an adult, it was supposed to change
Why am I having tantrums on this floor? I don’t control me anymore

Every day I try to prove I’m stronger than I was, but it just lasts a little while
I question myself on the daily just because, I can’t think without you now
I’ve prayed, I’ve hoped, I’ve stayed, I’ve coped
But my reality battles with me, in letting go

As I sit in this room and the walls start to talk
They’re telling me to run, but I can’t even walk
The pain has numbed my heart, tears soak my bed
and the thing that’s killing me, can’t see I’m already dead
As a child I’ve done childish things, as an adult, it was supposed to change
Why am I having tantrums on this floor? I don’t control me anymore

This is getting dangerous, and I’m tired of explaining us, so take the dog, the rings, the furniture
Please don’t touch me, you never loved me, this last straw could get real ugly
So, get your things and don’t walk back through the door
Cause I don’t control me, You don’t control me, I Don’t Control Me Anymore.
I Don’t Control Me Anymore